Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Watching my step...TODAY.
But this morning...after I had showered and gotten dressed, I stopped myself in my tracks and did a U turn. I undressed, got BACK in the shower, shaved every part of my body, as I dried off, I took off my old toe nail polish, painted my toes, and pulled out my pretty lacey "undies"! I wore a nicely "fitted" shirt and skirt, with my maroon colored Stiletoes! I put on my best smelling perfume, grabbed my purse and headed out the door!!!!!! Yes, my attitude had changed. And I was determined to get ALL of the attention today, because I felt good and I know I looked good! Then it happened. A very nice looking guy was parked next to my car as I left the office. And he lingered... And that's when the reality hit me! I was not ready for that!!!! I am still praying for my marriage to work! I jumped in my car and without looking at the gentleman twice, drove off! And I laughed! Who was I getting back at? Why did I have such an attitude? Oh well, I went back to my office and remained there. I know longer wanted the "attention". I smiled, because I knew the "Red Sonya" would never totally die : ) It was nice to see her today...but she has to go!